Why does this happen to me? :P
"Entha ponnukum kalyanam agalaati, Arjuna oru kadai kann parvai paatha pothum - nichayama kalyanam aidum - not with him but with someone else" - these were the wise words from my best friend Sriram :))..
My past track record suggests - 13 crushes - out which 9 got married as soon as I fell in luv with them!! And I was never even able to propose to any of these 13 - due to different reasons!
The first time I fell in luv/crush was with a girl called Meera when I was in my 6th std and she was in her 4th - me sari luv for 2 yrs with her - but didnt propose!
Then with "A" :) - during my 9th and 10th - again didnt have the guts to propose nor to tell anyone about this! But now told her!
Then during my first year with this abithakujalambal type girl called P.L (an iyengar) for 3 months or so! Married now!
Then during my second year with "Ni" and her sister "Na" in parallel :)) - (yeah oru kallula irandu maanga :)) ) - but the kallu missed the mangas! :( - Both got married as soon as I liked them and came to London and settled.
Then in my third year, I met a damn beautiful lankan girl called "D" - who was doing her BSc Agri in some stupid college near Trichy. This was the only girl I jollufied! Rombave valinchen! Next week she got proposed to someone and then got married - now in Australia! :(
Then in my first year PhD - one more - who got married - Dont want to tell who it is - incase that person checks this and finds out :))
Then a girl called "M" - damn pretty - my famil friend - things went well with her - response was damn good too! But found out that she was quite arrogant and fights with her sister by pulling her hair - that's it - appadiyai odi vanthuten! I dont want to loose my remaining hair! Vita pothum saami!
Then another girl called "S" - everything went well - told my parents - I want to marry her - my parents agreed - then found out she was in luv with someone - and now she is married too :(
Then few other girls - some got married and some not!
So when I was discussing my luv failures to Aatma - we decided that we shall never fall in luv with anyone and become saints - so that is why I dedicated that song in my previous blog :))..Athukaka ippadi ellarum etho condolence book-la sign podura mathiri - orai senti :))
But when I was reading the Bhagwat Gita - I came across some important verses - where Lord Krishna says to Arjuna - "Ho Arjuna, if you dont fight now, your enemies will think that you are scared of them and you are running away from them - so get up and fight - do your duty"
These words have given me a different outlook now - Yes, I am back again! Aatma - come buddy lets start our search all over again :))
As our "thalai" Ajith says in Attagasam - "Elunthiten - Itho Varen" - LOL